|get get get get over it
||[Oct. 5th, 2005|08:56 pm]
I like him so much and want to get to know him and talk to him and have him tell me how he feels.
It sucks though he has fucking 90000000 groupies.
Now I realize what an idiot I was last year and I never got to actually know him.
But i can actually talk to him and i want him to feel the same way about me that i feel about him.
I just want to be able to get to know him and talk to him as much as I can but theres these girls that are all “oohh eddies soo cute eifmnsnfs”
And I feel like shit cuz why oh why couldn’t I try to talk to him last year cuz now I do he’s so easy to talk to I never realized it.
I actually have respect for him, I hope he realizes this.
That I am not his fucking groupie.
I really care about him.
ERGGHH YOU DON’T FUCKING MAKE SOMEONE LIKE YOU BUT FUCKING EXPLOITING YOURSELF IT TAKES WORK AND EFFORT FROM BOTH PEOPLE.
You like them, they like you.
You get to know them…
I mean I love my gym friends I really do they are great girls they are my friends.
But they act just like I did last year.
Except it is far worse.
Sigh….i’m just going to let whatever happens.
I am not going to worry/think about it.
HEY IN OTHER NEWS MY SOCCER TEAM DIDN’T LOSE AANND I GOT TO PLAY STRICKER WHOLE SECOND HALF. Even though I know I am not very good and pretty clueless, I appreciate it so much when and even if coach puts me in. I am just happy to be on the team. But seriously It was amazing being in for more than 5 minutes.
i know i am not that good at soccer now, but next year on VJ when some girls go to Varsity i hope to be a better asset.
i can't wait until capatin practice next year.
i intend to join some spring leaugues too...
i am willing to work hard to get better.
i reallly love soccer.
it's such a thrill...:D