| lemme c ya 1 - 2 step |
[Oct. 9th, 2005|07:58 pm] |
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| |  dorky | ] |
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| | agagaaaa | ] |
i miss Ed. lmao.
i woke up at 7:30 yesteday and I couldn't go back to sleep because I kept thinking about him.
oh jeeeez.
\today was eh. the highlight was seeing sams cat.
\HESASEXYBEAST
oh and ive been able to hold my gerbil and junk.
handling every day is paying off.
lalala.,<333\
kaayypee |
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| wee gathherr tommoroowww |
[Oct. 7th, 2005|08:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lovelovelove<3 | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Finch | ] |
Shammy is like bffs with the gawthic people. she seriously is.
it's just weird...
lmao.
haha Anthony is weird he was quoting pulp fiction and the bible.
it sounded really cool though.
he was all HE WHO WALKS A HUMBLE PATH AND BATHES IN THE RIVERS OF GRATIDUDE...
lmao i was like
YYYYYEEEESSSSSHHHHH PRAISE DAH JESUS.
lammaaoo
gggggeeetttttttttttttt meeeeeee thrrrru this one.
lmao Nicole (not cola) was being mean about eddie i was all" yesh he is sorta greasy but i love him"
It was fairly sincere...
oh yea and i ran 1/2 a mile in 3:38
i have to get 3:30 next time.
but i'd prefer 3:00
i am trying harder next time. i didnt strech enough before either.
streching really helps. :
asddfjkl;
waahahjhaa |
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| get get get get over it |
[Oct. 5th, 2005|08:56 pm] |
I like him so much and want to get to know him and talk to him and have him tell me how he feels.
It sucks though he has fucking 90000000 groupies.
Now I realize what an idiot I was last year and I never got to actually know him.
But i can actually talk to him and i want him to feel the same way about me that i feel about him.
I just want to be able to get to know him and talk to him as much as I can but theres these girls that are all “oohh eddies soo cute eifmnsnfs”
And I feel like shit cuz why oh why couldn’t I try to talk to him last year cuz now I do he’s so easy to talk to I never realized it.
I actually have respect for him, I hope he realizes this.
That I am not his fucking groupie.
I really care about him.
ERGGHH YOU DON’T FUCKING MAKE SOMEONE LIKE YOU BUT FUCKING EXPLOITING YOURSELF IT TAKES WORK AND EFFORT FROM BOTH PEOPLE.
You like them, they like you.
You get to know them…
I mean I love my gym friends I really do they are great girls they are my friends.
But they act just like I did last year.
Except it is far worse.
Sigh….i’m just going to let whatever happens.
I am not going to worry/think about it.
HEY IN OTHER NEWS MY SOCCER TEAM DIDN’T LOSE AANND I GOT TO PLAY STRICKER WHOLE SECOND HALF. Even though I know I am not very good and pretty clueless, I appreciate it so much when and even if coach puts me in. I am just happy to be on the team. But seriously It was amazing being in for more than 5 minutes.
i know i am not that good at soccer now, but next year on VJ when some girls go to Varsity i hope to be a better asset.
i can't wait until capatin practice next year.
i intend to join some spring leaugues too...
i am willing to work hard to get better.
i reallly love soccer.
it's such a thrill...:D |
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| you got me up against the waaall up against the waall |
[Oct. 2nd, 2005|08:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  groggy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | your own personal Jesus | ] |
aggwagga;K;FDFJ <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
I'm weird.
i got like 4 hrs of sleep
basically i stayed on the computer from like 8pm-4am or somthing.
lmao and i didnt even do much...
only i can spend 8 hours on the computer doing absolutley nothing.
but i think i may like someone whose name starts with an...A. a male. HAHA I LOVE MAKING PEOPLE GUESS EVEN THOUGH THEY PROBABLY DON'T REALLY CARE.
kelly is pimpin' around the world.
i hate typing.
hunt and peck hunt and peck <3
well i'll probably be on till like 12 tonight.
and iwannagetsickidontwantmondaytocome
i am failing ATLEAST 2 classes.
joy
<<<<<<<<<,,,3333333
bob |
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| since i lost you i lost myself |
[Sep. 25th, 2005|09:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | my mom bitching bitching bitching... | ] |
err wtf no gerbil yet...Maybe this week though.
as long as no teachers call my house..
YAY this Sat/Sun/Mon I get to do my documentary cuz my parents are going away.
SWEEEEEEEET.
oh..what was i gonna call it.
oh yea.
...Welcome to Teen Angst High.
or something like that...
ch..and the project probably isn't due till the end of the quarter.
but it won't be a while before both of my parents go away so yah..
i'm excited.
ahshda but sad. i made a memorial thingy for my hamster it's pretty.
I swear to God I cry every single day.
it's just a part of my routine
a bientot.
<3 K.V |
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| Kevin Johnson looks a bit like Tyson (s/p?) Ritter doesnt he? |
[Sep. 24th, 2005|08:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I LIKE A7X I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SAAAAYY | ] |
i'm geting a gerbil tommorow. via petco.
JHDSjd babbiiesss.
i miss my hamster i loved him but he was definetly worth having.
he was such a sweetheart.
and i hope to have many memories with my new baby.
<3 |
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| i aint cuttin' cuz i ain't gunna do that shit. noh. |
[Sep. 23rd, 2005|08:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ..NO NOT HICCUPS... | ] |
ran/jarged trois miles non-stop. running long-distance is my only talent.
I AM GOING TO HURT TOMMORW. lol
but it was cool i was in the top trois with Jess M and amazing full-back
Becca.
I'm def. doing track in the Spring.
I'm way confused about Cross Country so I'll wait until next year for that.
but um overall practice was good, Coach got us Gatorade and we watched a
video about some kids whose teamates drowned and then they become
champions and stuff.
sad stuff.
I was scared i was going to get a panic attack because after running and being active and then just being in a small
room and stuff I get a bit claustrophobic.
eheheeh.
but WTF I WAS SO PISSED IN GYM. we didnt do anything we looked at some sheet and
the lady talked to some dude.
i was so hyper it fucking sucked. i even started to do some crunches and
leg lifts as a way of protest.
"IF YOU ARENT GOING TO LEAD ME IN PHYSICAL EDUCATION THEN I CAN DO IT MYSELF."
something that sux though i left my soccer ball at practice so i can't really practice over the weekend
unless I kick my ball that i used in like first grade around..
and we have a really old crappy one but the size is at least a 4.. maybe a 5 idk.
OH YEAH AND AT SAMS YESTERDAY I PUT 51 PENCILS IN MY HAIR. randomn.
but i swear i am going to find the world record for that and beat it. and if there
isn't one already i can make it up.
heh. i found out the name of the boy i want to do in dah ass. (aka like)
daann. but he may be hanging out with Bev and thems and I just can't stand those like faux
gawths ya know what i mean..?\
but AW HES CUTE ILH. dhdbhasbdhadbmnsd ad adiadj <<,333
fjfsnj klj
it's different than Ed cuz I was like insane for him. this boy just makes me feel warm and
fuzzy inside.
but i still have edwood in the corner of my eye but i am not completley focusing on him.
I KNOWS YOU KNOWS EVERYTHING.
there's also a boy andy i think I might like, but as a friend may-b
i feel like infatuatory whore.
geeh.
and i discovered my true calling i'm going to be a French teacher.
i am in absolute love with french.
J'adore Frannncciaaasss,
:D
Au'revior my loves.
Kell. |
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| eww i saw a girl wearing the finch shirt i own...that ruins my life. |
[Sep. 22nd, 2005|09:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | my hand is on dah trizzle i'm ready to ignizzle. | ] |
For English I'm doing a documentary on school violence and dah Columbine.
I can't wait to get started... I didn't like Micheal moores version HE'S LIKE 40. I want to make a relatible video. and i'm going to try hard to make it artsy, I'm going to film 8000000 things. I have SOO many ideas it's ridicuols. AND DAH CAMERAS WORKS TOO I TESTED IT. but i have to be very careful.
Too bad my dad doesn't know I'll be using his camera for a few weeks.
I bet he won't notice.
and if he does i'll be like I WAS LOOKIN' AT IT GEEZ.
heh. anyways soccer isn't that good but i can't complain.
i have a feeling coach only puts me in cuz he kind of has to i'm on the team and i don't complain.
i'm just really bad.
but i def. have to go to practice tommorow. i wouldnt miss it even if i got shot by sum thugs.
heh.
SAMS CAT IS MY LOVER. I <3 BOY CATS.
oh yeah some kid jumped into my yard (over a 6 foot fence.) my mom went hysterical.
;FDD=
keyboarding fucking sux. my palm is like fucked, |
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| *my eye is twitching* |
[Sep. 18th, 2005|07:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | it's good being pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | these good ideas will tear your brain apart | ] |
ahh i was singing Bitemarks and bloodstains..or w/e
haha and Judas Priests Turbo lover.
I love those music choice channels i need to get a schedule.
i cut my hair it looks nice.
my hair can be worn in a lot of ways and with a bit of combing my hair can be BROWN or it can be BLOND.skills.
now im going to google for friggin synster gates and stuuff
bye. |
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| CRACK A SMILE...JUST FOR THE SAKE OF IT |
[Sep. 17th, 2005|09:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | you got me up against the wall | ] |
| [ | music |
| | fucking underoath song wont leave my head | ] |
today was incredibably exciting.
i kicked a soccer ball with my shin, ate pie and watched americas next top model all day.
Nihemas stupid she shouldn't have one.
she pisses me off lyke wicked bad.
my computer freezes a lot. :O
so i am making this shooort.
i want synster gates from a7x like bad .
hah.
umm those girls are starting to leave me a lone dem fuckin cunnttzz
anyways i hate those girl rachel she was fucking nice to everyone last year now she's acting like a stupid bitch.
people
and i think that boy in my history class is SINNGGLLEE. im gunna fuck dat.
hah.
annyywaay au'revior and crap till next time
\ps ILUVALLSYOUGUYS
and im trying to write a poem about sinful lust that isn't trashy. it's hasrd. |
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| christopher is biga wad for life for shizzle my nizzle |
[Sep. 13th, 2005|03:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
today was okay.
I think the ghetto people may hate me less.
except for one girl with a big forehead.
but idk.
keboarding was awful. a pain in the WRISTS. and there is some girl stalking me. she has like mental issues. i dont even know her but she like follows me around and acts like i am her best friend. but she is...special.
so w/e
ummm anyways the librarys keboard sucks it is hard to type..
later. |
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| updating life |
[Sep. 10th, 2005|10:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  exanimate | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
I feel better now..because
I thought of all the good stuff that's happened.
I got my notebook pimped
I have hugged Ed White three times, and he's hugged back. ;)
I patched things up with Kara
I have a solid possee of friends
I made friends with some creepy girl in gym class, she asked for my # (lol+ and -)
French class is totally the best
The boy in my history and English class is totally delicious
My mom is totally guilt-trippin' and feeling bad more me so I get stuff
forshizzle my nizzle
but i still
suck at my math class, have been late twice
my hamster only has a week
and some stupid bitches want to bang me and call me a lesbo.
and i missed my first soccer game because i was literally crying my eyeballs out of their sockets
well let's see what happens monday.
it could be good or bad
HEY TUESDAY IS TAC. i love the library so much. idk why.
good computers, good food, good friends, good books.
even though i have 9 dollars in fines :O
k, later people are trying to im me.. |
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| piss |
[Sep. 7th, 2005|07:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
( he's a slut. ) |
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[Sep. 6th, 2005|05:41 pm] |
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ahhahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa |
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